SFS Chapter 150 Brother! [Seek customization, the first update]
Chapter 150 Brother! [Seek customization, the first update]
Chapter 150 Brother! 【Please customize, the first update】
Jiang Hong was silent for a while, and then asked.
"Linlin really has mental problems? I always thought that Linlin was mentally healthy. She has been the happy fruit of the family all these years."
"Brings joy to the family and acts as a mediator between everyone in the family. Always looks so happy."
"Why did I find you?"
When it came to this question, Jiang Hong was rather anxious, and he couldn't care less about talking too much.
Seriously ask.
Yuan Xi shook her head.
"Actually, strictly speaking, it's not a psychological problem."
"She found me for both psychological reasons and not psychological reasons."
"Ah? How do you say it?" Jiang Hong was stunned for a while, the words were vague, he really didn't understand what it meant.
The corner of Yuan Xi's lips involuntarily evoked a faint smile.
This time it was not a professional smile, but a really happy smile.
"This is what happens between us girls, I can't tell you."
"When did classmate Jiang Lin lose her shyness and dare to face you directly and tell you directly."
"I can tell."
"As I said just now, she is very dependent on you, but at the same time, she is also very dependent on me. It's just that because I am both a woman, she and you, and the topics she will talk to me, are different. "
Jiang Hong was confused for a moment.
Why is this still mysterious?
However, what Yuan Xi said made sense.
Isn't that what girls do?
Get together and talk about topics that belong to them alone.
No one else can get in.
Even if Jiang Hong is an elder brother, there are differences between men and women.
It's normal for some girls to talk to him about the topic.
This is not the reason for the closeness of the relationship, but the simple difference between men and women.
Gender is different, and some topics may not be easy to deal with.
So he nodded, relieved.
"I see. After all, it's a matter between you girls, so I just pretend not to know."
"I also don't like to get to the bottom of everything."
He paused and looked at Yuan Xi again.
Yuan Xi nodded slightly.
"You are very understanding."
Yuan Xi is really beautiful, just like Jiang Hong also has a good skin.
The average man may have some reactions when he sees it.
However, Jiang Hong's heart is full of Xu Wan, so naturally it is impossible to have any thoughts about other women.
However, there was a rather special feeling that filled his heart.
Inexplicably, she has more trust in Yuan Xi.
He didn't know where this feeling came from, anyway, it was very strange.
Jiang Hong knew very well that this feeling was not about liking, masculinity, lust, etc., but a simple feeling of closeness.
He has never been a person who easily trusts a person and is very close to a person.
So when he had this feeling himself, he felt a little inexplicable.
Could this be what Jiang Lin said on the way here... Neither he nor Yuan Xi would feel embarrassed?
Could it be that this is really just because he and Yuan Xi are very similar in character?
Yuan Xi is just like a female version of him.
A sense of intimacy because of congenial personalities?
Jiang Hong was a little uncertain, so he had to put aside this strange feeling and ask instead.
"You just said that I have something on my mind? How do you see that?"
"It's just professional." Yuan Xi showed a professional smile.
"If you learn the professional knowledge I'm learning now, you can also see a person's true appearance from some aspects of a person's facial micro-expressions, words, personality, etc."
"Psychiatrists and ordinary people look at the same person and have completely different thoughts."
"It's as if, to the clinician, all people, men and women, are a detailed anatomical map of the human body."
"Different people, different perspectives, see things differently."
Jiang Hong was stunned.
"Then can you see what's going on in my heart?"
This is what Jiang Hong is most curious about.
Yuan Xi was amused and shook her head.
"This...how do I know?"
"Psychiatrists are not gods. We not only need to observe people's expressions and personality details, but also use a person's profile information and some information revealed from the words to outline a person's image in detail. .”
"You talk so tightly, I can't get any information out of your mouth."
Jiang Hong breathed a sigh of relief, that's all right.
Just now, Yuan Xi was so confident, and she really dug into some of his problems very deeply. She had only met him once, but she seemed to know him very well.
Jiang Hong thought that Yuan Xi could see everything.
"Is this incident... Has it really had a big impact on my personality? So big that you can see it so directly?"
Yuan Xi retracted her crossed hands, and slowly leaned back on the back of the chair.
"From a psychological point of view, different people have different temperaments."
"Especially people who are pressing things in their hearts, they will have a temperament that is not very interested in the things around them, and they will also have a temperament that is always on guard against the world."
"You have been looking at me since you entered the door, and you should be able to see that I have a sense of isolation from the things around me."
"I'm on guard against you, and even other people, 'Do not enter the stranger', that's the feeling."
Yuan Xi looked at Jiang Hong.
"However, your situation seems to be a bit special. I can feel that your heart is heavy, which means that there is more than one thing in your heart."
"You probably suppressed at least two things that have lasted for more than ten years. In addition, there is another thing that has just started recently, which is also suppressed in your heart, making you full of vigilance and wariness against the world around you."
Jiang Hong's breathing was stagnant.
This time, it was really a little flustered.
Calm value +1 is a bit difficult to contain.
Just now, Yuan Xi's analysis of his character is very accurate, and it is actually a reasonable thing.
After studying psychology for a long time, if she couldn't even see such superficial things, then Yuan Xi wouldn't be so confident.
Can……
The latter analysis was really accurate, to the point where Jiang Hong couldn't believe it.
There are two things that have been on the backlog for more than ten years.
One is her background, and the other is Xu Wan.
Recently, I just had something on my mind.
Private money system!
Hiding private money!
all hit!
Jiang Hong paused, and under the effect of calmness +1, he barely controlled his facial expression.
"Are you cheating on me?"
"...?" Yuan Xi's expression was a little inexplicable. "Mr. Jiang Hong, you seem to have some illusions about the psychiatrist."
"We are not quacks or fortune-tellers at roadside stalls. We start from reality, not blind guessing."
"If what I just said offends you, please don't blame me. I will not tell anyone about you, including Jiang Lin."
"This is the most basic quality a psychiatrist should have. Last time, if I wasn't really worried about Jiang Lin, I wouldn't have told you about Jiang Lin's personal problems."
"Speaking of which, you have always been very rational, and you can clearly distinguish between public and private." Jiang Hong's eyes moved slightly.
"But Linlin seems to be your weakness, you can make an exception because of her mood."
"It doesn't happen that often."
"It's really rare." Yuan Xi subconsciously looked in the direction of the kitchen.
"Student Jiang Lin... is indeed my weakness."
"An unexpected weakness."
"I used to think that I had already packaged myself as impeccable, but it turned out that I was not."
Jiang Hong wanted to say something, but Yuan Xi suddenly stood up and picked up a cloth that usually wipes dirt.
Walking to the wall next to the bedroom, he picked up a photo frame that was originally hanging on the wall, and gently wiped the floating dirt on it.
Jiang Hong had seen that photo just now.
After all, the room is only this big, and at a glance, it is basically clear what is in the room.
It was a photo of Yuan Xi wearing a bachelor's degree uniform and a man who was probably Yuan Xi's father in age.
As for whether it was his father or not, Jiang Hong didn't know.
It is worth mentioning that this "father" is wearing j clothes and is an rmjc.
Jiang Hong didn't speak.
Yuan Xi hugged the photo frame, wiped it carefully, then seemed a little reluctant to let go, looked at it a few more times, and then hung the photo frame back on the wall.
"It's like this in this house. As long as you open the windows, dust will fly in and you have to wipe them every day."
Yuan Xi explained a sentence, and then said again.
"I'm going to see what's going on with Jiang Lin. She doesn't seem to cook very much. Recently, she's been learning how to cook during the busy period between her studies and the assembly."
"Study very seriously."
Jiang Hong's heart moved slightly, and he nodded.
Yuan Xi was about to push open the kitchen door, but the kitchen door was opened first.
A relatively strong aroma of food surged out.
Jiang Lin held a plate in his hand, and stood at the door pretty.
First, he glanced at Yuan Xi, and there seemed to be some questioning in his eyes.
Looking at the eyes, it seems to be saying: How about you and my brother?
Yuan Xi smiled and nodded lightly: Very good.
Only then did Jiang Lin seem to breathe a sigh of relief.
But when he saw Jiang Hong, he immediately became nervous again, his little face looked wrinkled.
Put the dish on the table.
"It's all ready, Sister Xi, take it with me."
"I can..." Jiang Hong was about to say that he could help serve the dishes, but Jiang Linbai gave him a look.
"Brother, just sit on your seat for me! Wait for the meal!"
"……it is good."
Jiang Lin's emotions seemed a little out of control.
Jiang Hong knew that she was nervous now, so he nodded without saying anything.
Soon, all the dishes were served on the dining table. There were six dishes in total, all of which were relatively homely meat dishes and stir-fried vegetables.
It looks good and tastes good too.
In the past at home, as long as Jiang Hong was at home, he would basically never let Jiang Lin into the kitchen. He would cook by himself, and Jiang Lin would help pick vegetables, beat his hands and so on.
Rarely actually cooks.
However, when there is no one to cook, Jiang Lin can also get started, and there is no problem in cooking a dish.
But it's definitely not as refined as this time.
After the dishes were served, Jiang Lin ran into the kitchen again and brought over a few small dishes, which at first glance looked like freshly baked egg tarts, small cakes, and small biscuits.
Put it at Jiang Hong's hand.
"I made it, dessert after dinner, eat after dinner."
A thin layer of sweat appeared on Jiang Lin's slightly wrinkled forehead, as if he wanted to say something, but he was not ready.
Yuan Xi brought out the rice cooker from the kitchen and filled the rice.
That's it.
Jiang Hong didn't move his chopsticks in a hurry, he put the chopsticks on the rice bowl, leaned back on the chair, and looked at Jiang Lin.
However, Jiang Lin didn't seem to notice his gaze at all, he picked up the first chopstick and gave it to Jiang Hong, then picked up the second chopstick and gave it to Yuan Xi.
Only then did I start to pick up vegetables for dinner.
"Linlin..."
With food stuffed in his mouth, Jiang Lin muttered in a low voice.
"Let's eat first, okay?"
"it is good."
Jiang Hong exhaled foul breath, picked up the chopsticks, and took a bite of the chicken leg that Jiang Lin had put in his bowl.
There were only two chicken legs in total, and Jiang Lin gave him and Yuan Xi one each.
He also started eating sullenly.
Yuan Xi didn't seem to feel the weirdness of the atmosphere at all, and had been eating without saying a word since the table was served.
It's as if today is all about eating and not participating in anything else...
After Jiang Lin ate two bowls of rice in a row, he put the bowl and chopsticks on the dining table with a crisp "pop".
It attracted Jiang Hong's attention, but did not attract Yuan Xi.
Yuan Xi was still picking up vegetables and eating in silence, like an outsider.
Although Jiang Hong wasn't full yet, he didn't come here to eat at all, so seeing Jiang Lin's actions, he immediately put down the bowl and chopsticks.
He looked at Jiang Lin, but Jiang Lin didn't dare to look at him, his eyes kept glancing at the dishes on the table.
There was a pause for a while, and the breathing became more and more intense, but he didn't say a word.
silence……
Jiang Hong hesitated for a moment, since Jiang Lin was a bit difficult to speak, why not let him speak first.
"Linlin, actually I..."
Jiang Lin shook his head quickly and made a "shh" gesture.
"Brother, can you stop talking...let me talk?"
Jiang Hong had no choice but to shut up.
Looking at Jiang Lin.
Jiang Lin stood up with a "swipe".
He said firmly, "Wait for me!"
Then he turned and went into the bedroom.
Jiang Hong glanced at Yuan Xi strangely, wanting to ask, but Yuan Xi didn't look at him at all, only the food on the table seemed to be in his eyes.
Jiang Hong: ...
Sister, you are too calm, right?
Co-author You are at the dinner table just to eat?
Not easy.
Seeing Yuan Xi finally put down her chopsticks.
But...Jiang Hong didn't expect that Yuan Xi still didn't look at him, but reached out to pick up the egg tart on his hand, and put it into his mouth silently.
Jiang Hong: ...
He gave up, it seems that he can't point to Yuan Xi anymore.
Moreover, this was originally a matter between him and Jiang Lin's two brothers and sisters. Yuan Xi was completely fine as a bystander and outsider.
So Jiang Hong had no choice but to wait at the dinner table.
After a while, Jiang Lin came out of the bedroom step by step, holding an orange box in his hand.
She walked back to her seat and sat down, gently pushing the box to Jiang Hong's hand.
His voice trembled slightly.
It was obvious that he was suppressing his calmness and forcibly maintaining his composure.
"Brother, open it and have a look."
Yuan Xi glanced this way without any trace, and then picked up a small biscuit...
Jiang Hong took a deep breath, and roughly guessed what was inside.
He slowly stretched out his hand and opened the lid of the box.
Sure enough, inside, a very exquisite photo album lay quietly.
In the ear, I heard Jiang Lin's trembling voice.
"Brother, you and sister-in-law should have seen the gift I gave you and sister-in-law last time."
"The protagonists in that photo album are only the two of you, only you and her."
"The protagonists of this album are only the two of us, only you and me."
"This is...a gift for you."
Jiang Hong picked up the photo album with slightly trembling hands. Under the effect of calmness +1, it was difficult for him to maintain a normal mind.
The hands have already begun to tremble, and the heart has also begun to tremble.
He held the photo album in his arms and slowly opened it.
Just like the previous photo album, all the photos are marked with the date.
Some photos are old at first glance, the pixels are not high, and they look very blurry.
But he could still see clearly the details between this scene and Jiang Lin.
This time, there were no Xu Wan in the pictures recorded in the album, only the two of them, two brothers and sisters.
With the purest and purest memories between brothers and sisters.
Every picture is like a movie, one picture after another can emerge in front of Jiang Hong's eyes.
……
When Jiang Hong was a child, Jiang Hong ran to the tree to pick persimmons, and Jiang Lin would stand on tiptoe and stand under the tree, waiting for Jiang Hong to hand over the persimmons.
Once, accidentally, a persimmon dropped from his hand and landed on Jiang Lin's little head.
A large bag the size of an egg was swollen.
Jiang Hong held the little girl in his arms and rubbed her head, rubbing and rubbing.
The little girl didn't cry or make trouble, she just looked at Jiang Hong and showed her small white teeth with a smile.
Jiang Hong felt helpless.
"You're already like this, why are you laughing?"
"I just want to laugh! I think it's so funny! Brother! Let's take a photo and record it, shall we?"
"What's there to record, is there a big swollen lump on your head?"
"Oops, take a picture! Let Mom take it for us!"
"I really can't do anything about you, let's do it."
That year, Jiang Lin was five years old and Jiang Hong was nine years old.
……
after rain.
Small puddles formed one after another on the dirt floor.
Jiang Lin tugged at Jiang Hong's sleeve.
"Brother, did you see those puddles?"
Jiang Hong turned his head and looked at his sister beside him.
"I see, what's wrong?"
Jiang Lin showed a mouthful of small white teeth, and his smile was very lethal.
"Any ideas?"
Jiang Hong directly objected.
"No! Linlin, you are already a junior high school student, why do you still want to dive into the puddle? I don't know if the clothes are dirty and have to be washed?"
Jiang Lin still smiled, looking eager to try.
"Hey, anyway, if the clothes are dirty, you can wash them for me!"
Jiang Hong spread his hands.
"Then what will you do if I'm not by your side?"
"Why are you not by my side! You are my brother! You will always be by my side and wash my dirty clothes!" Jiang Lin still smiled.
"If, I mean if, if we are separated in two places, it will take a long time to see each other."
At that time, Jiang Hong had already decided to go to the imperial capital for the exam.
The little girl's beautiful big eyes rolled around, and she really thought about it seriously.
"Then~ I'll hide all the dirty clothes so that mom won't find out, and when you come back to me, I'll throw them for you to wash together!"
"Good guy, is this my sister? Is it so real?"
"That's necessary! Then will you wash it for me?"
"Oh, wash! Who let a sister like you stand on the table?"
"Give you your phone, give you your phone!"
Jiang Lin stuffed the phone into Jiang Hong's hand, and Jiang Hong knew without asking that this girl asked him to take pictures of her.
"Brother, can you include yourself in the photo?"
"Why? I don't like taking pictures."
"If you don't take pictures, I will jump into your arms after stepping on the water in a while, and you will be covered in mud!"
"……Impressed."
While speaking, Jiang Lin jumped directly into the puddle, stepping on the water.
Have a great time.
Mud and water splash.
Jiang Hong stretched his arms helplessly, and turned on the front camera, leaving behind this photo of Jiang Lin stepping on the water behind him, and Jiang Hong helplessly took a selfie.
That year, Jiang Lin was 14 years old, Jiang Hong.
……
seaside.
Jiang Hong was standing on the beach, looking into the distance.
Jiang Lin unexpectedly rushed out from behind and pushed Jiang Hong into the sea.
Drank a big mouthful of sea water.
Jiang Hong chased her and wanted to beat her up.
That year, Jiang Lin was 12 years old and Jiang Hong was 16 years old.
……
That year, Jiang Lin was 16 years old and Jiang Hong was 20 years old.
……
That year, Jiang Lin was 17 years old and Jiang Hong was 21 years old.
……
That year, Jiang Lin, Jiang Hong was 22 years old.
……
This year, Jiang Lin was 20 years old and Jiang Hong was 24 years old.
Before he knew it, Jiang Hong felt that his vision had become blurred.
Eyes become red.
But he wasn't crying, he was just laughing.
Laughing like a fool.
Yuan Xi next to her didn't even look at this side, she silently picked up the small cake and took a bite...
No sugar, but so sweet...
Jiang Hong flipped through the photo album page by page until the last page, and then slowly closed the photo album.
In front of the eyes, in the blurred vision, countless lights and shadows are interlaced with the picture.
It condensed into a pretty figure sitting in front of him.
Shouted crisply.
"elder brother!"
"Will you wash my clothes again? I'll save all my dirty clothes for you!"
Jiang Hong smiled.
"It doesn't matter, you're an adult, you can do your own laundry."
"I'm a little girl, not an adult!"
"You are my little girl, and someone else's adult."
"So? Wash or not?"
Jiang Hong smiled.
"Oh, wash! Who let a sister like you stand on the table?"
Jiang Lin also smiled.
Among these two smiling faces, is the so-called blood communication, the so-called self-care and health preservation, still important?
Not important anymore.
Because both of them knew that Jiang Hong would always be the elder brother, and Jiang Lin would always be the younger sister.
This is enough.
After half an hour.
"What?! So I'm the real one! Brother, it's so unfair, I'm not as good as you when I'm the real one!!"
"It's just not as good as me, who made me a brother?"
"... No, you have to make it up to me! You have to make it up to me!"
"I suspect that you are taking the opportunity to blackmail."
"It's extortion! How about it, who told you to belong to my brother! I think this camera is very good... Next year, oh no, the year after, I want it for my birthday in the year after next!"
"Are you afraid that brother can't afford it now?"
"Can you afford it?"
"……can not afford."
"Hey~ Then it's over! Don't forget, two years later, I want this!"
First more.
This chapter was written with tears and laughter.
But it is estimated that it is a skipped chapter.
Starting from the next chapter, the plot will return to the main line.
Today should be the third or fourth watch.
There will be more in a while.
There is no way to do nucleic acid and universal screening.
Come back and write.
(End of this chapter)