Chapter 243 An Accident During Medication
Chapter 243 An Accident During Medication
At that moment, I think Song Yafei was probably furious. She suddenly stood up and glared down at me.
After all, he had always spoken to me gently and softly before, and he never showed any dissatisfaction.
"Zhang Tian, what exactly do you want? You won't let me get close to you, and now you don't even care if I'm with other men."
"Do you really not care about me at all?"
I scoffed lightly, "I thought you already knew. Isn't this obvious?"
Enraged by the rebuke, Song Yafei threw down the newspaper, went upstairs, changed her clothes, and left.
A few days later it was the Mid-Autumn Festival. On that day, Song Yafei said she would stay home and spend the festival with me.
We had just finished dinner when Aunt Lin brought mooncakes and tea to the yard. At that moment, Song Yafei received another phone call.
She probably went to the side to answer the phone so I wouldn't hear.
I don't know what the other person said on the phone, but when I turned my head, I met Song Yafei's apologetic and embarrassed look.
I knew then that she was leaving again.
Before she could speak, I turned and went upstairs, ignoring Song Yafei calling my name from behind.
Aunt Lin probably heard the noise and came out of the kitchen, where she heard her talking to Song Yafei.
"Madam, please pay more attention to the master these days. He's been taking more and more sleeping pills lately."
"When did you start taking sleeping pills?"
When is it?
I don't remember either.
But my sleep seems to be getting worse and worse; sometimes I can't fall asleep until almost midnight.
In the end, I still had to take medication to fall asleep.
Are my mental health issues getting worse?
After all, every time I take my medicine, I see two little people fighting in my mind.
One told me to put down the medication, and the other told me to eat as much as I wanted, so I could be free.
After washing up in the bathroom, I went back to bed and was about to take sleeping pills to fall asleep.
When Song Yafei came in, I hesitated for a moment, then put the medicine in my mouth and took a sip of water.
Song Yafei came to the bedside with a worried expression, "Why did you eat so much all at once?"
After swallowing, I replied to her, "I can't sleep if I don't eat!"
After taking my medicine, I lay down. "Didn't you have something to do? Go ahead and do your work."
I turned my back to Song Yafei.
I could feel her sharp gaze fixed on me.
The more she acted like this, the less I wanted to turn around and face her.
Finally, Song Yafei sighed and explained to me,
"It was Mom who called. I'm going to the old house, I'll be right back. Take less sleeping pills in the future, and you can talk to me if you have any worries."
I only responded with a soft "yes".
A moment later I felt a light touch beside the bed, followed by the sound of the door closing.
Tell her?
What should I say to her?
If I tell her I want to leave, will she agree?
Doesn't she know that all the pain I'm experiencing now is caused by her?
What else does she want me to say?
When I woke up the next day, it was already very late. Aunt Lin came up to check on me. She was a little worried because I had slept for too long.
Aunt Lin drew back the curtains and comforted me, "Sir, you can't just take sleeping pills randomly. Taking too many is bad for your health!"
"Oh, I see."
I am still grateful for Aunt Lin's concern, it's just that sometimes my body is out of control!
The expected event finally occurred at the end of the eighth lunar month.
On an unusually peaceful night, I unintentionally swallowed most of a bottle of sleeping pills.
When Song Yafei found me, I almost fell asleep.
Thankfully, I was discovered in time; any later, and I might no longer exist.
When I opened my eyes again, I was already in the hospital.
There was no one in the ward, only the machines were running normally.
But you can still see two people outside the door.
I recognized the two voices; one was Song Yafei, and the other was the psychotherapist.
The physical therapist told Song Yafei, "President Song, I've told you before that patients are very psychologically fragile."
"If you don't want to see this happen again, please let them leave!"
"Right now, what he dislikes most is this kind of villa, and you. If you want him to be okay, letting him leave is the best option."
Song Yafei remained silent for a moment before pushing the door open and coming in.
Before I could even look away, our eyes met. Song Yafei, who had been frowning, immediately quickened her pace as soon as she saw me wake up.
"Awake? Is anything bothering you? I'll go call the doctor right away."
It wasn't a big deal originally; after staying in the hospital for two days, they returned to the villa.
The therapist's words kept echoing in my mind.
I still remember what happened that night; I was desperately stuffing medicine into my mouth.
At that time, my mind was actually blank; I didn't have many thoughts at all.
Looking back now, I'm afraid I was having a relapse.
Back at the villa, Song Yafei insisted on staying with me at home for two days.
I don't know what triggered me that day, but after dinner, just as I was about to take sleeping pills and go to sleep, Song Yafei came out of the bathroom.
Seeing this, she quickly stepped forward and slapped the medicine out of my hand. "Don't take it anymore. I don't want to see what happened last time happen again."
But at that moment, I had only one thought in my mind: I wanted to confront her.
She wouldn't let me eat them, but I still poured two more into my hand.
Song Yafei took it again, and I don't care, it's going to spill again.
This time, Song Yafei took the whole bottle.
She put the medicine bottle in her pocket, but I stubbornly insisted on taking it.
So he got out of bed to pick up the pills that Song Yafei had just thrown on the floor.
I had just picked it up when Song Yafei snatched it away and threw it into the trash can.
After a lot of back and forth, we finally stopped when we were both tired and exhausted!
I sat on the edge of the bed, and Song Yafei stood in front of me.
What exactly do you want?
Song Yafei's pressing tone couldn't hide the panic in her words.
I looked up at her dismissively. "Can't you tell? Take your medicine and go to sleep."
Song Yafei didn't understand, "Do you really have to take medicine? With me by your side, you even have so much trouble falling asleep?"
I chuckled, my tone dripping with sarcasm, "There's no need to keep bringing up things that are obvious."
Song Yafei frowned. "You did all this just to force me to let go and make you leave, right?"
"Yes, of course I want to leave. But can you really give up something just by wanting it?"
"Don't even think about it!"
Song Yafei slammed the medicine bottle on the ground and glared at me angrily.
"You're not going anywhere in this life. All I want is for you to stay by my side. I'll agree to anything except leaving."
But all you can do for me is let me leave.
We looked at each other, each fighting for our own interests, neither of us willing to back down.
In the end, Song Yafei received a phone call and left the room, taking the bottle of sleeping pills with her when she left.
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