SFS Chapter 283 Lost Soul
Chapter 283 Lost Soul
In just a moment, blood gushed out, staining the bed sheets bright red.
Zhong Ning was shocked by Shen Yan's determination. After a long while, she cried out, "You are really, crazy..."
Shen Yan's face turned pale with pain, and sweat broke out on his forehead, but he still looked at Zhong Ning with a smile on his face:
"Aning, I don't want to embarrass you... After all... this life... was given by you..."
"Without you...life has no meaning..."
"I can't forget you..."
"Aning... in the next life... I'll come find you, okay..."
After Shen Yan finished speaking these words tremblingly, he could no longer hold on and fell straight back.
Zhong Ning Xiaoran widened her eyes, staring blankly at her hands covered in blood, and then looked at Shen Yan who was lying unconscious on the bed.
For a moment, I didn't know how to react.
Why do you have to die?
She had already said that she just wanted him to lose this memory and be his stepfather, so why couldn't he just be obedient?
After a long while, he suddenly rang the copper bell beside the bed, and while shaking it, he shouted: "Imperial Physician...Imperial Physician..."
When the subordinates outside the door heard Zhong Ning's voice, they immediately jumped over and dragged over the two imperial doctors who were discussing the diagnosis plan in the next yard.
When the imperial physician arrived, he was stunned.
I saw a dagger stuck in the patient's lower abdomen, and above the dagger was the owner's hand tightly clenched. It was obvious that he had committed suicide.
I don’t know what Princess Zhaohua said that actually forced people to death.
No, no, this Uncle Ying was in a coma before and he won’t wake up for a while.
Did he wake up in the middle of the night? Otherwise, why would he stab himself?
Blood was still gushing out of Shen Yan's body. The imperial physician withdrew his thoughts and didn't dare to think any further. He quickly opened the medical box and started saving people.
Zhong Ning was pushed aside, and his hands, which were holding onto the antique shelf, were shaking constantly.
Shouldn't she have come today? If she hadn't come, would Shen Yan have been safe?
No, she is not wrong.
If she didn't come, Shen Yan might not even be able to save his soul.
He chose this path himself.
Zhong Ning kept comforting himself, his hands still trembling slightly as he held onto the arched carved door. This was his own choice, not his fault.
But in the final analysis, it was because I didn't believe him.
That's why he ended up in such a desperate situation.
If she had a little trust in him, he wouldn't be so desperate. He didn't want to embarrass her, so he chose to commit suicide.
For the first time, Zhong Ning felt at a loss. Was she too cruel to Shen Yan?
Although she had killed people in the past, it was because the other party took action first. The only person she took the initiative to kill was Prince Cheng, and that was because he intended to rebel.
But now, she and Shen Yan have fallen out.
Shen Yan had just experienced being possessed by a spirit from another world, and he immediately began to doubt her identity. The reason why she was worried about Bai was that she planned to use her internal force to make the person lose his memory and become a stranger to him from then on.
But because of her action, she forced the man to death.
Zhong Ning clenched his fists tightly, his body trembling slightly. This was not only someone who had once done him a favor, but also a young man who only wanted to protect himself and would rather die than prove himself.
Even though she didn't have any so-called romantic feelings for Shen Yan, she was still shocked by his frankness and passion.
Although she wanted to take a concubine, she had never thought of taking this body's cousin into her, but...
Her original intention was to select a few beautiful and handsome students from poor families from this spring examination and indirectly promote one or two of them.
You provide beauty, I provide wealth.
Change it when you get tired of it. No talk of feelings, just business.
But now, things are getting weirder and weirder!
First, the leader of the Black Dragon Guard, Si Qiyu, offered himself for marriage, then the eldest son of the Prime Minister's Mansion gave in, and now there is Shen Yan, who died as a witness.
Before he died, he just wanted to hug her.
She seemed to have owed a lot of emotional debts and let down a lot of sincerity.
She clearly just wanted to take a few concubines to fight against the injustice against women in this era, so why did it turn out like this today?
If they gave their feelings to her in order to gain something from her, whether it was money, power, or influence, no matter what, she would at least feel better.
But unfortunately, they don't want anything.
Just to be by her side.
Hug her and look at her.
She was destined to be a cannon fodder, but unexpectedly one day she would become the charming heroine in the story.
This is incredible!
Zhong Ning stared blankly at the two imperial doctors trying to stop the bleeding and save Shen Yan. He felt powerless, afraid that he would die, but also afraid that he would live.
She is such a contradictory and awkward person.
What's there to like about a cold-hearted, selfish bastard like her?
How could it be worth risking his life?
Zhong Ning stumbled away from the scene, completely distraught.
He pushed aside all the servants who came forward to pay their respects and rushed directly to the carriage heading towards the princess's palace.
As soon as I entered the carriage, tears began to fall like rolling balls.
Please forgive her cowardice. Before she came here, she was just an ordinary person.
Sometimes I want to be a coward and temporarily escape from everything I might face.
The carriage was swaying along the wide street, with the imperial guards and two secret guards always following on both sides of the carriage.
Zhong Ning sat in the carriage, tears streaming down her face.
She dug her fingers into her palms tightly, trying hard not to cry out loud.
Thinking of Shen Yan's despair when he committed suicide, and his determination when he chose death from the very beginning, Zhong Ning finally realized how heartless he was to Shen Yan!
He said that he abandoned himself, but it was obvious that he left because he might have to face powerful people in the future, and he wanted to fight hard on the battlefield and achieve something to support himself in the future!
It was like this then, and it is like this now.
He threw his heart on himself, but kept saying sorry.
Zhong Ning raised his head slightly, feeling extremely heartbroken!
"Your Highness..." Xue Ming's voice came from outside the car window, "The Prince Consort is here..."
Zhong Ning's eyes were red from crying, and she was stunned for a moment, then she realized that she was talking about Gu Mingzhe.
"Let him go back first..."
"Yes...."
Her voice was extremely hoarse. She rarely lost control of her emotions like this, but now, because of Shen Yan, she was in unbearable pain.
Gu Mingzhe, who was standing outside the car, had his eyes dimmed slightly after hearing the order conveyed by Xue Ming. Then he thought again, His Highness has always been magnanimous and would never disrespect him like this. There must be a reason for him to avoid him like this.
Thinking of this, he forced open the window and jumped directly into the carriage.
When I stepped into the carriage, this is what I saw:
In the spacious and luxurious carriage, his beloved whom he had not seen for many days was alone, with red eyes and silent tears...