I just want to live a happy life

Chapter 418 Gao Xiyue 17

"My queen, please don't think too much. Wang Qin is a eunuch, so he may be a little bit... But Lian Xin is yours after all, he won't do anything to Lian Xin."

Fu Cha Langya nodded. She hoped so. That way she would feel less guilty.

Fu Cha Langya listened again and there was really no scream from Lianxin. It seemed that she was really having a nightmare.

She just lay down and wanted to continue sleeping, but she heard Lianxin's screams ringing in her ears again.

This time she was sure that she was not dreaming and she was still awake, but what was going on? Why didn't Su Lian hear anything and only she heard it?

Hearing Lianxin's screams, Fucha Langya covered her ears uncomfortably, trying to block out the sound, but she couldn't do it.

Fu Cha Langya covered her ears and said, "Su Lian, I heard Lian Xin's voice again. What's going on?"

Su Lian was sure that she hadn't heard anything. Looking at the Queen's expression, she didn't seem to be lying. Su Lian was a little worried: "Your Majesty, I will go and get the imperial physician right away."

Fu Cha Langya: "Come back! You are not allowed to go!"

Her condition wasn't really a disease, so why would she want others to know about it? If outsiders knew about it, what would they say? Would they say that she deserved it and that she was guilty?

She doesn't want to hear any more gossip.

Helplessly, Fu Cha Langya could only endure it. She curled up on the bed, but no matter what she did, Lian Xin's voice always rang in her ears.

So, that night, Fucha Langya couldn't fall asleep again.

The next day, Fu Cha Langya got up very early. She sat in front of the dressing table, looking at her haggard self in the mirror. Her face was exhausted and there were dark circles under her eyes. It was obvious that she had not slept well.

In order to hide the fatigue on her face, Fu Cha Langya asked Su Lian to put on some heavy makeup for her today.

When it was time to pay respects, the concubines naturally noticed it, and so did Ruyi.

Ruyi was feeling angry. She didn't sleep well last night because of Lianxin and Wang Qin.

So when she saw Fucha Langya today, she acted out of character and was very aggressive.

Fu Cha Chu Ying also chimed in. Although she didn't like Ruyi, she hated Fu Cha Langya more than Ruyi, after all, she had harmed her child.

Fu Cha Langya's face turned pale and blue after being told what the two men said, and Gao Xiyue also said a few words. On the surface, it sounded like she was speaking for Fu Cha Langya, but every word she said was in disguised form a stab into Fu Cha Langya's heart.

Although with Jin Yuyan's help, Fu Cha Langya was still defeated. She was on the verge of getting angry. Fu Cha Langya temporarily controlled herself and said a few simple words. So, this visit had to end hastily.

After the concubines left, Fucha Langya could no longer control herself. She picked up a teacup and threw it to the ground, angrily shouting, "How dare they! They are all so daredevil!"

Su Lian: "Your Majesty, Your Majesty, please calm down."

"Calm down?" Fu Cha Langya looked at Su Lian coldly, and naturally took out her anger on Su Lian: "How can I calm down? It was your idea to let Lian Xin marry Wang Qin, and it was because of you that I was criticized today."

Su Lian made a bitter face, lowered her head and dared not refute.

Fu Cha Langya's chest was heaving violently, and it was obvious that she was very angry. It was unknown how much time had passed before she gradually calmed herself down.

Looking at Su Lian kneeling on the ground, he said unhappily, "Get up."

Su Lian stood up and helped Fucha Langya to sit on the kang. Fucha Langya looked at the Goddess of Childbirth not far away and said, "This Queen is not respected by the Emperor, nor by the concubines. I have no one to rely on, and I don't have a child. If this continues, how can I be stable?"

"But I have been drinking pregnancy-preserving medicine for so many years, but there is still no hope of getting pregnant. I don't know if I will have my own children in the future. Concubine Yi is also incompetent. She has served the emperor for so long but has not gotten pregnant yet."

Su Lian comforted her, "Your Majesty, don't worry. Concubine Yi is much more favored now than before. I think there will be good news soon."

Fu Cha Langya was very worried: "I hope so."

After that, the two of them stopped talking and the hall fell silent.

What they didn't know was that Lianxin had been standing outside. She had just wanted to go in to serve the Queen and hadn't expected to hear such words.

It turns out that she married Wang Qin because of Su Lian's suggestion.

She really couldn't understand why Su Lian did this. They had no grudges against each other, so why would she harm her like this?

But no matter what, she had harmed her. Now that she knew the fact, she would have to find a way to get revenge. If she couldn't live well, Su Lian wouldn't have an easy life either.

Lianxin showed no abnormal emotion, she walked into the hall as usual.

Lian Xin bowed and said, "Your Majesty the Queen."

Fu Cha Langya looked up with an unnatural expression: "It's Lianxin, today is the first day of your marriage, you don't have to serve me, go back and rest first."

Lian Xin: "My lady, I am not tired. I am used to serving you. I don't need to rest."

Seeing Lian Xin wanted to come over, Fu Cha Langya said quickly: "I have Su Lian to serve me here, so you don't have to come over. I just broke a teacup, you go and clean it up."

Lianxin saw that the Queen disliked her, and she was extremely angry.

"Yes, slave, go and clean up now."

Lianxin didn't dare to refute the queen.

Looking at Lianxin's back as she squatted on the ground to clean up, Fucha Langya felt very complicated. She felt guilty towards Lianxin and a little regretful for marrying Lianxin to Wang Qin, but more of it was disgust towards Lianxin.

When she thought of Lianxin being taken away by a eunuch..., she didn't want Lianxin to be so close to her.

Su Lian saw Fu Cha Lang Ya's thoughts, and after Lian Xin finished packing, she told Lian Xin to return the handkerchief left by Ru Yi. After watching Lian Xin leave, Su Lian said, "Your Majesty, why don't you let Lian Xin serve in the outer room from now on."

Fu Cha Langya nodded: "That's fine. Now that Lian Xin is married, it's time for her and Wang Qin to develop a relationship."

Lianxin left Changchun Palace and jogged all the way, soon catching up with Ruyi, and they stopped just in front of the Locust Gate.

Lianxin handed the handkerchief to Ruyi, and just as she was about to leave, she was caught by Arruo.

Ah Ruo looked Lian Xin up and down, and suddenly saw the bracelet on Lian Xin's wrist, and said, "Oh, this is what Eunuch Wang Qin gave you, right? Look, it's so rich, it seems that Eunuch Wang Qin really loves you."

"Although he is only a eunuch, he is better than many people. He is the deputy chief steward of the emperor. You will definitely live a good life if you follow him."

"Besides, if my sister marries Eunuch Wang, she will be spared the pain of having children. This is a blessing that others cannot even ask for."