SFS Chapter 198 Awakening
Chapter 198 Awakening
For example, if there is an opportunity, and there is an unowned treasure in front of you, you should grab it if you have the ability to do so. If you can’t grab it, look for another opportunity. If you have the ability to grab it back later, then go grab it again.
It’s good if you can get it, but if you can’t, you can’t be stubborn and get stuck in a dead end, even if you hit a wall, you won’t turn back.
Or for example, when it comes to emotions, two people in love can be affectionate to each other, passionately or simply.
But after separation, love turns into hatred, resentment, and hatred. If one holds on to such emotions and cannot let go, the final result is either the backlash of one's inner demons and possession, or the end of life and death.
Therefore, for a monk, it is not possible to truly abandon the seven emotions and six desires and become a monk without "humanity".
Instead, don't take the seven emotions and six desires too seriously. The obsession that ends without any cause is the nourishment for the inner demons.
Otherwise, why would sects or schools allow disciples to gain experience?
What is the experience?
It's the nature of the mind.
Only when you have experienced all the seven emotions and six desires, and truly followed your heart, had a calm mind, clear goals, and were rational and able to see everything clearly, can you truly cultivate your mind.
Simply put, following your heart means not letting yourself get hung up on it for too long and expressing yourself on the spot.
It means that if you have a grudge, you should take revenge on the spot, if you have love, you should express it immediately, you will not regret anything you do, and you will not be depressed.
Put this entanglement and delusion into the present moment.
Such a result also has disadvantages.
Becoming a god or a devil is just a matter of thought.
Therefore, the path of spiritual practice is difficult. Spiritual practice is against the will of heaven, and it is difficult because it tests and tempers one's mind, requires persistence, and requires one to not be confused. It also requires one to resist all dangers, not be afraid, relax in moderation, and be self-aware.
So Shangguan Fuyu let her follow her heart and move towards her goal without looking back, so as to achieve her most important and desired goal.
Whether it was him, the child, Yun Lei, Luo, or Wan Qing and others, he was willing to help her look after them.
It's not all about love, but about wanting her to give him her trust.
It also means that no matter whether she is using him or not, he is willing to accept it.
Solidify this complex relationship.
Yun Yi knew the deep meaning and understood his compromise.
That's why they panic and hide.
If he had put it another way, talked to her about love, and said that he did all this because he loved her, Yun Yi would not have such complicated feelings.
Instead, he scoffed.
She and he didn't have a proper beginning, and no normal process, so how could they be in love?
Talking about love is the most false.
Maybe there is a little bit of good impression, but Yun Yi does not think that this good impression comes from her own charm. It is nothing more than the child, or the special thing that the system brings to her.
Because of this specialness, and the bond with the child, I am naturally willing to compromise.
Therefore, Shangguan Fuyu spoke frankly.
If you choose to compromise and want to stabilize the relationship, you naturally cannot have any doubts.
What he wants is absolute trust between each other.
Trust is harder than love.
Love can be pretended and can be faked.
But absolute trust means that no matter what you do, even if it means stabbing someone in the back, you must believe that there is a reason for doing so.
Life and death delivery.
Crazier than being in love.
So she ran away.
How could she, with her selfishness and egoism, allow herself to completely trust others?
Even with children, she would be reserved.
Shangguan Fuyu did not force her, but chose to sign a contract with her and give her time to adapt.
Yun Yi did not refuse.
Shangguan Fuyu's approach was completely in her favor. He might not understand that giving birth to a child was not as difficult and risky for her as he had imagined. He might have just wanted to make up for her at first, and only made up his mind to compromise after giving birth to Liubao and Qibao.
No matter what, he was willing to take this step and put Yun Yi first. How could she, an egoist, not accept it?
It is impossible to predict what will happen in the future.
If he could really do what he promised and give her absolute trust, she would naturally give him the same trust.
It may also be that she accepted Shangguan Fuyu's proposal and had already given him some trust at the moment of engagement, which led to her dependence on him.
This made her subconsciously think that she could use him to fight against Linghu Bei, and she felt that he would definitely protect her.
And Yun Lei.
Whether he was doing it to repay her, or because of Wubao, or out of any other emotion, she could see his changes.
Maybe not as dependent as he was on Shangguan Fuyu, but people will always push for more.
Especially the fearless preference, even if there is not much emotion, will be remembered in the mind.
Tsk.
Yunyi looked up at the lush, leafy leaves, and at the light shining through the gaps.
She felt that her heart was like this big tree that could block out the sun and the sky, and they were like the light, finding every opportunity to shine forcefully into her heart, trying to dispel the darkness deep in her heart.
let it go.
Whatever you want.
The future is always changing rapidly, who can say for sure?
Just like, Linghu Bei.
Who could have thought it would turn out like this?
Yun Yi lowered his eyes and stroked his belly.
White fox?
She has made a profit by being a chess piece to this extent.
Or maybe it is an important chess piece, otherwise how could it be done according to her preferences.
He calculated everything, every step, because he knew her so well.
It made her feel terrified.
fear.
Is it possible that he had anticipated her innermost thoughts?
This feeling of powerlessness is really despairing.
Yun Yi's eyes were firm.
What does it matter?
Real chess pieces are inanimate objects, but she is not.
If you want to escape from control, you have to be unconventional and unexpected.
It's just madness.
She had worked in her previous life, and her mental state was always crazy.
Just going back to my old job.
However, you need to improve your strength first. Not to mention competing with it, at least you need to keep yourself alive.
If you don't die, you can start over.
It’s just like trying to defeat a BOSS in a game. If you fail once, try a hundred times. If you fail a hundred times, try a thousand times.
As your proficiency and experience accumulate, you will naturally be able to pass it one day.
The higher the cultivator's cultivation level, the longer his life span. Not to mention that she has Shangguan Fuyu's path mark and they share the same life span.
A drop of water can wear away a stone, and even a chess piece can turn over!
We'll see.
On the other side, inside the cave.
The distant Yun Yi calculated the timing of the Illusion Fragrance and took back the Hunyuan Cloud Silk.
Without any restraints, Linghu Bei's clothes were open, and the fox tail wrapped him up, as if he was sleeping on a soft big bed.
As time passed, the unconscious Linghu Bei's fox ears moved and he sat up in a daze. His mind was still not clear and he thought he was still in that ugly skin.
I yawned without any image, stretched myself, and even scratched my back subconsciously. I felt that I had a very uncomfortable sleep.
The clothes on his body slipped off as he moved, and at that moment, the slight friction between the clothes and his skin made him pause.
My confused eyes opened instantly and I became clear.
The cave was so small that he didn't even need to look around. For the first time in his life, he felt what it meant to have a "blank mind".
The Fantasy Love Fragrance would not make him lose the memory of that moment. Instead, he would remember every scene and feeling clearly. However, he could not remember Yun Yi's appearance, as if that face was obscured by fog.
But Linghu Bei understood who that was.