SFS Chapter 339 Doesn’t your conscience hurt?
Chapter 339 Doesn’t your conscience hurt?
Cheng Tao never thought of another possibility.
As a kid born in the countryside, he wanted to make a name for himself, and getting into college was his only way out.
At that time, he naively thought that as long as he was admitted to university, his future would be bright and beautiful.
It was only when I went to school that I realized how ignorant I was.
He simply went from the bottom of one food chain to the bottom of another.
It's not so easy to break through the class barriers.
In the eyes of the villagers, he has become a phoenix.
But in the eyes of his classmates, he is still the most rustic country chicken.
He has no money, no new clothes, no talents, and even speaks with an accent. The achievements he is so proud of are not worth mentioning here.
What he has, others have; what he doesn't have, others have.
To the extent that for a long time, he felt very inferior and had to work twice as hard to get better results.
His accent gradually became more standard, his grades improved, and some people began to pay attention to him, but that was all.
It was only after graduating from college that he truly realized that this society has always been unequal.
He worked so hard to get the job, but a word from someone else could make all his efforts go to waste.
He met Mrs. Cheng during his senior year. Her name was Xue Shang, a nice name, and she was also pretty.
Not only that, she also has a distinguished family background, and many people pursue her in school.
He was a senior and she was only a sophomore.
It took him four years to bridge the gap between himself and other students and look like a city person.
He never had a girlfriend in school, nor did he have spare money, not to mention that there was a girl, Yang Xiaoyue, who was supporting him.
He was grateful to her and swore to never let her down.
He meant it when he swore.
But he overestimated himself.
In fact, he didn't know how Xue Shang targeted him.
He just thought that this school girl whom he often met was very pretty, but that was all. He didn't even dare to look at her any more.
Later, when this junior high school girl confessed her love to him, he was stunned.
How could anyone like a poor student like me? !
There are indeed girls in college who don't care about their family background or status and just want to have a passionate love. He has met them before, after all, he is good-looking.
However, he knew that he was not qualified to do so.
A man who is poor and boring will quickly lose interest in a girl if he doesn't get a response even if she hints at her liking for him.
It was the first time that he met Xue Shang who dared to express her love to him passionately.
It is undeniable that he looks good and can be considered above average in college, but there are many students who are better looking than him.
Among those who pursue Xue Shang, there are some who are more handsome than him.
Xue Shang's confession surprised him, but also satisfied his vanity.
But he still refused because Yang Xiaoyue was behind him.
Unexpectedly, Xue Shang did not let go, but chased him even more closely.
It would be a lie to say that I am not impressed.
It was only many years later that he realized that Xue Shang's love for him was not real, it was just a desire to conquer.
Xue Shang's family is a family of scholars and officials, with only boys in the family. She is the only girl in their two generations.
The girl who grew up being doted on by everyone is surrounded by boys.
Only Cheng Tao didn't even look at her, so he caught her attention.
I often pretended to meet him by chance and appeared in front of him, but he didn't react at all.
The more he acted like this, the more she wanted him. People are just strange like that.
When Cheng Tao graduated from university, she offered to help him find a job, but he refused.
Because he had already found a job, and with his excellent grades, some companies came to him before he even graduated. He chose this one after careful consideration.
Who knew that company would later go back on its word, and he had no choice but to look for other companies. As a result, none of the companies that had originally been competing for him were willing to hire him now.
He didn't tell Yang Xiaoyue about these things. She thought he had a good job and came to see him.
He drank too much that night and they had sex. When she left, she left all her money to him, asking him to buy some nice clothes and dress nicely at work so as not to be looked down upon.
Although he didn't know what was going on at first, he understood when Xue Shang's brother appeared in front of him.
The Xue family doesn’t care about family background. As long as Xue Shang likes it, they can even pick the moon from the sky and give it to her.
People like him are ungrateful, so no company will hire him, either now or in the future.
He thought that after four years of hard work, he would finally succeed. However, in the eyes of others, he was nothing more than an ant who could be crushed to death with just a flick of a finger.
He also thought that at worst he could go back to farming, but when he thought about how he would be ridiculed if he went back, he couldn't accept it.
Only then did he realize that he was not as great as he thought, and he could not resist bending over backwards for a few pieces of silver.
People get used to things very easily. Once you fold it for the first time, you can fold it countless times.
Once the first step is taken, the rest will follow naturally.
He was going to marry someone else. He knew what this meant to Yang Xiaoyue, and also knew how much cold stares and ridicule she would have to face.
But so what, he can't go back.
Maybe someone will say, doesn’t your conscience hurt?
The prerequisite for feeling pain is that you have to have a conscience, but he threw away his conscience with his own hands.
Maybe after getting married, Xue Shang discovered that he was not as good as she had imagined. Maybe she also felt it was not worth it, but she could not go back.
They had their first child and he named him Hao, hoping that he would have a broad mind, a bright future, and preferably be braver and not be like him.
When Xue Shang became pregnant for the second time, neither of them was so surprised.
There was already a green patch on his head, and that was someone he couldn't afford to offend.
He had long suspected that the child was not his, and as she grew up, she looked less and less like him.
So, when he confirmed that she was not his child, he wanted to do something to get revenge on them.
He found that the child was tied up, and Xue Shang was not as nervous as he imagined, and was even cooperating with him.
He understood that she didn't want this child either.
Because she also didn't want to leave any evidence against the child, they cooperated in this drama.
They all thought the child was not his.
Later, he realized that his revenge was just to help others solve hidden dangers, but he couldn't stop.
He originally wanted to kill the child, but later changed his mind and only let Qian Yuegui take her away.
He had never thought of another possibility. How could there be another possibility? !
"Have you never thought that Cheng Xue was taken away by mistake, or that someone swapped Cheng Xue with another child?"