SFS Chapter 120 The True Farewell
Chapter 120 The True Farewell
Chapter 120 The True Farewell
I think I will always remember this farewell party today.
I will never forget this group of lovely people.
The only sad thing is that the boy I care about the most doesn't show up.
People are really contradictory organisms, subconsciously thinking not to see him, but eager to see him again in their hearts.
There are things in this world that give everything and get nothing.
It's like my passionate first love that didn't work out.
But it doesn't matter.
It's a pity that I don't need to understand too thoroughly.
Because there is no kind of pain that cannot be let go, time will give the answer, and only by moving forward can we live without burden.
I may never let go of this feeling in my life.
However, I hope that Echizen Ryoma is the one who can live without burden.
Just thinking about it, a slender silhouette suddenly appeared in front of me.
Floral fragrance floats on both sides.
A long tree shadow fell from the line of dusk.
Although the distance between me and Echizen Ryoma is only a few feet, it seems that there is a barrier between me.
My mind went blank.
Every time I think about that scene afterwards, I find it funny.
To be honest, it is true that the heart is not beating, and the breathing is stagnant. When the brain is working again, the mind is full of what to do, I will go, God, damn it, where am I, I saw it Who is dreaming, right?
Want to go over and say hello? ?
No, no, it's too embarrassing to say hello, we've already broken up.
Then don't speak, just lower your head and pretend you can't see and walk over? ?
No, no, that's even more embarrassing, because you have to pass Echizen Ryoma!
It's better to take a long detour, the farther you go, the farther you go.
Without further ado, I turn around and leave.
The night wind is cool.
The fragrance of flowers is soft, and the noise is broken.
The sky was getting dark gradually, and the light from the street lamp behind him reflected two overlapping shadows.
The longer one is mine.
The shorter one is from Echizen Ryoma.
My heart was overwhelmed, surging like a sea tide.
She wished she could turn around and throw herself into his arms to hug him, telling herself that she really missed him and didn't want to be separated from him.
But I can't.
I could only pretend to be calm and walked forward. Seeing that I was getting farther and farther away from home, I couldn't help it, so I turned around and shouted at him displeasedly:
"Echizen Ryoma, when are you going to be with me?"
The young man pursed his lips and said nothing.
The dark green hair is rendered with golden light, and those amber pupils are looking straight at me, vague and uncertain.
That look reminded me of a puppy abandoned by its owner by the side of the road.
I thought to myself, could it be that I want to go to my house for a meal?
Oh no, I have no food at home.
"Don't talk? Then I'm leaving, don't follow me." I said as calmly as possible.
"sorry."
The three words "Qing Lie" came to my ears along the wind, and I couldn't react, so I froze in place for a while.
Once upon a time, Kikumaru Eiji told me that Echizen Ryoma would never apologize to others, even if it was his fault, he would never apologize.
Even though he was slapped by Tezuka Kunimitsu because of his willfulness that time, he never apologized for his willfulness afterwards.
Kikumaru Eiji said, if one day Echizen Ryoma apologizes to you, it means that you are really important to him.
I bit my lip hard.
Obviously he did nothing wrong, but he wanted to say sorry to me.
I turned my face away and didn't look at him.
"I'm sorry, it's my fault."
He added, almost irritably.
"..."
I turned around suddenly because I was afraid of crying in front of him.
"I'm going to the United States to compete. Can you wait for me to come back?"
"..."
"Don't like other people during this time, okay?"
"..."
"Xue Yang, I like you."
"..."
I burst into tears.
Echizen Ryoma, do you know that you are God's favorite son, and everyone loves you?
And I, just a passer-by by your side, I also dreamed of staying by your side to accompany you to drink rivers and lakes, ride the sun and moon in the valley, no matter it is severe winter or hot summer.
But that was a dream.
A charming, gorgeous dream that does not belong to me.
Now I wake up from the dream, I am awake, and you should wake up too.
"Don't go."
The moment he hugged me from behind, I could clearly hear my heart beating like a drum in my chest.
This boy I love the most, his clear voice echoes in my ears.
"I don't want to break up, don't break up."
"I'm sorry to tell you, so you forgive me, okay?"
"Or, did I do something wrong?"
"I admit that sometimes I am naive and cannot give you the sense of security you want, but I will work hard to grow into a mature person, and I will become what you like."
This fool!
Does he even know what he's talking about? !
He is already very good like this, it's all my fault, does he know it or not.
I took a deep breath, wiped away my tears, turned around and looked at him.
Under the dim streetlight, his amber eyes were clearly filled with undisguised nostalgia.
How can I let go of such a young man?
"How about this, Echizen Ryoma, aren't you going to the United States? After you come back from the United States, if you still like me and I like you, then let's get back together!"
In this way, maybe he will feel less grief, because maybe he will meet someone better when he arrives in the United States, and even if he still likes me after returning to China, I will have disappeared by then.
There is no pain that cannot be healed by time...
There are so many people in Echizen Ryoma who like him and dote on him. His dream is far away. He will definitely get better and better, I believe.
"it is good."
The boy's eyes became firm, "It's a deal?"
"Ah."
If we can meet again one day, I will definitely not leave you.
"Then will you take me to the airport tomorrow?"
"Are you leaving tomorrow?"
"Ah."
"Okay, I'll take it to you."
At this moment, a new scar was added to my already scarred heart.
The pain that hits in an instant is piercing, because I know,
Tomorrow's side will be the last time I see Echizen Ryoma.
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"Stop crying, cheer up." The system sighed and said in my ear.
Me: "... Get lost."
God knows how much I suppressed myself when I went to see off Echizen Ryoma.
Seriously, before he got on the plane, he actually waved and smiled at me.
That smile almost made me cry instantly.
People walking and walking around seemed to be invisible, only his figure was particularly clear and profound.
I was finally able to cry when he turned to board the plane.
"Oh, you will still have a chance to meet Echizen Ryoma again after completing the next mission."
The system doesn't care.
"What?? Why the hell didn't you say it sooner? It made my mother waste so many tears!!!"
"I just said that there is a chance, so don't expect too much."
(End of this chapter)