SFS Chapter 209 The Pain in My Heart
Chapter 209 The Pain in My Heart
Chapter 209 The Pain in My Heart
After completing the formalities, she was given three days off to let her settle herself down first, and then come to work. Ye Lonely guessed right, with Bai Ruxue's level and position, there was no room for her at all. So she can only rent a house outside.
Of course, now is not the time for her to look for a house. She still has to go home and have a look. Although her house is said to belong to the city, it is in the suburbs, more than 20 kilometers away from the city, and it is no different from the countryside. The countryside is just the name of the city of ZS.
There is not even a bus, and it takes three jumps to go back and forth, and it takes a long walk to get home.
Seeing that familiar yet unfamiliar home, Bai Ruxue burst into tears. She hasn't been back for four years. During these four years, there are still some changes. Bai Ruxue hasn't asked her family for these four years. After a penny, all her tuition fees are earned by herself, so she has no time to come back and look.
There are three half-brick and half-earth houses surrounded by an earthen wall, which can be regarded as a small yard. The gate is just a few wooden boards nailed together, which looks like a door.
Just when Bai Ruxue was in a daze, a voice woke her up.
"Xiaoxue is that you?"
A woman in her 50s, with half of her hair gray, came out of the yard carrying a wooden barrel. After seeing Bai Ruxue, she asked a question in disbelief.
Seeing this woman, Bai Ruxue couldn't hold back anymore, and cried out with a "wow", "Mom, it's me, I'm back."
"It's really you, it's really you." Bai Ruxue's mother threw the bucket down, and while running towards Bai Ruxue, she shouted to the yard: "Her dad, her dad, Xiaoxue is back."
Then the mother and daughter cried in each other's arms. With Bai Ruxue's age, her mother should be in her 40s, but she looks like she is in her 50s. From this, it can be seen how difficult life is.
With Bai Ruxue's appearance, her parents were definitely handsome and beautiful when they were young, but looking at it now, the folds all over their faces are like dried orange peels, where can they be seen as handsome or beautiful.
"Little Snow!"
Perhaps hearing his wife's shout, Bai Ruxue's father also came out of the yard.
"Dad! I'm back."
"Okay, okay, just come back, just come back."
"You haven't eaten yet, mom will make it for you now."
Perhaps just remembering it, Bai Ruxue's mother quickly said.
"No need, Mom, I've eaten."
"Eat it, it's good to eat it. In this way, mom will cook something delicious for you in the evening, and I will let your dad kill a chicken later."
"Yes, yes, kill a chicken. Your mother has raised a lot of chickens, just waiting for you to come back."
"Dad! Mom! I'm sorry, I haven't come back these years."
"What are you talking about, kid? If you want to say I'm sorry, it's me and your dad who are sorry for you. Your dad and I have no skills. We can't even pay for your college tuition, and you have to work while going to school."
"Okay, okay, don't talk about this for now, let's go back to the house first, it's too hot outside."
Seeing the mother and daughter talking under the sun, Bai Ruxue's father said quickly.
Bai Ruxue is happy. Although her parents don't have much ability, they love her very much, so she can do anything for her parents. It can be seen from the matter of Ye Lonely. At that time, because she threatened her parents, she had to Compromise, wronged Ye Lonely.
She knew that she was sorry for Ye Lonely, and she wanted to avenge Ye Lonely, so in the past few years, she studied desperately, studying law, thinking that one day they would bring down those people, but she did not expect that Ye Lonely would avenge this revenge in advance. Yes, she's doing so well, so she doesn't have the face to see Ye Lonely.
The reason why she is indifferent to Ye Lonely is also because of this reason. She feels that she is sorry for Ye Lonely. No matter what reason she has, she should not perjure and frame Ye Lonely. Lonely forgiveness is not eligible for Ye Lonely's love. With Ye Lonely's ability, she can find a girl who is a hundred times or a thousand times better than herself.
So she can only keep this love in the bottom of her heart, rejecting Ye Lonely again and again, every time she sees Ye Lonely's disappointed eyes, she doesn't know how painful it is, it hurts like a needle, but she can't Speaking out, only one person can endure silently.
Sometimes Bai Ruxue was thinking, if God gave her another chance, how would she choose, but no matter what she thought, she would still do it in the end, with her parents on the one hand and a classmate she didn’t know very well , although her conscience will be condemned, but for the sake of her parents, everything she does is worth it.
"Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue."
Seeing Bai Ruxue in a daze, Bai Ma yelled twice.
"Well! Mom, what's the matter?"
"what are you thinking about?"
"Oh, it's okay, I was thinking about something."
"Xiaoxue, you have graduated now, what are you going to do?" Papa Bai asked.
"Mom and Dad, I've already found a job, so don't worry about it."
"I found a job, what to do?"
"My teacher recommended me a place to work in our Municipal Commission for Discipline Inspection."
"Okay, okay, the Disciplinary Committee is good, the Disciplinary Committee is good, so that those bad guys can be arrested."
Although Papa Bai is a farmer, he is also a high school graduate. If not for that age, he is probably at least a college student, so he is also a learned person. Of course he knows what the Disciplinary Committee does.
"Oh! I don't know what happened to that child." Bai Ma said with a sigh.
Although she didn't say her name, everyone knew who she was talking about.
"Don't worry mom, he's fine now."
"How do you know? Did he look for you?"
"En!" Bai Ruxue nodded.
"Then he didn't do anything to you?"
"Mom, what are you thinking? He is very nice and has helped me a lot in the past two years. Don't worry, he is not a bad person."
"I know he's not a bad guy, or else at that time... Alas!"
"It's our family who is sorry for others." After finishing speaking, Bai's father took out a pack of shredded tobacco, and was about to roll it.
"Dad, let's smoke this." Seeing her father rolling a cigarette, Bai Ruxue quickly took out a few sticks of Chinese cigarettes from her bag and handed them over.
"You, you child, how do you buy such good cigarettes?"
"Dad, I didn't buy this. He gave it to me. Let me bring it back to you."
"Then you can't ask for it, because our family already owes them enough."
"I don't want it either, but I can't. He forced it on me after I got on the train. The train was about to leave by then. I couldn't throw it away."
"Since this is the case, you can save it for colleagues in your unit to smoke. Such a good cigarette is wasted for me to smoke."
"Dad, I'm a woman, isn't it weird to give others cigarettes?"
(End of this chapter)